I'm back...again

in honor of coronavirus & being stuck in home, I have decided to start blogging again. it'll mostly be surveys or challenges but it'll be something to do when I have some down time.

01. What time is it? 3:29 pm
02.What was the last film you saw at the cinema? I think doctor sleep?
03.Diamonds or Pearls? diamonds
04.What is your favorite tv show? probably criminal minds or mr robot
05.What did you have for breakfast? loaded tea, some cheese & a little bit of keto chow.
06. What is your middle name? Paige 
07.What is your favorite cuisine? idk probably Chinese or Japanese
08.What foods do you dislike? I don't really know, I'm kind hungry so it's hard to think of a food that sounds bad right now.
09.What are your favorite chips? Cheetos and spicy nacho Doritos 
10.What is your favorite CD at the moment? I don't have any CDs, sorry...
11.What kind of car do you drive? 2017 Mazda cx5
12.Favorite Sandwich? country club from jimmy john's, probably
13.What are characteristics you can't stand? racism, xenophobia, you know, just general assholes.
14.What are your favorite clothes? t-shirt & leggings, and a sweater or sweatshirt
15.If you could go anywhere on vacation, where would you go? probably a cabin in washington or Oregon
16.Where would you want to retire? somewhere in Europe, you know after the virus is gone...
17.Favorite time of day? bedtime
18.Where were you born? Texas
19.What is your favorite sport to watch? mmmm, none?
20.Coke or Pepsi? pepsi
21.Beavers or ducks? ducks. beaver tails gross me out
22.Are you a morning person or a night owl? night owl but I like to wake up early bc I don't like sleeping the day away
23.Pedicure or manicure? definitely manicure. hate getting my feet touched.
24.What did you want to be when you were little? a waitress...
25.What is your best childhood memory? there are a lot. probably Harry Potter world or the scholastic book fair.
26.Ever been to Africa? nope
27.Ever been toilet papering? yeah
28.Been in a car accident? not a serious one, just a fender bender, & there was no damage to either cars!
29.Favorite day of the week? Fridays
30.Favorite Restaurant? idk, probably culver's or something greasy like that.
31.Favorite flower? hydrangeas or peonies
32.Favorite ice cream? mint chocolate chip or French vanilla
33.Favorite fast food restaurant? culver's!!!
34.How many times did you fail your drivers' test? failed my permit test twice, passed my drivers test on the first try
35.From whom did you get your last E-mail? uhhh, some spam
36.Which store would you chose to max out your credit card? mmm, good question. honestly, I don't know
37.Last person you went to dinner with? Steven 
38.What are you listening to right now? Steven and his mom talking about his business plan
39.What is your favorite color? yellow and blue
40.How many tattoos do you have? none:( once the virus goes away I am going to get some for sure
41.How many are you sending this e-mail to? I'm not...gonna email it.
42.Favorite Magazine? I don't really read magazines, but us weekly...? or ponder review:)))
43.Coffee or Tea? tea!!!
44.Do you tan easily or burn easily? I can tan but it's easier to burn.
45.Do you color your hair? I have, but in general I don't regularly
46.What was the first car you ever purchased without the help of your parents? none
47.What is your most dreaded household chore? cleaning the bathrooms
48.Do you like life? it's...aight. we're working on it
49.Is there anyone that you just can't stand? mmm not really. all the people that I hated I cut out
50.Are you anxious about tomorrow? anxious about every day currently.

Will you talk to the person you like on the phone tonight? no, he's in bed, in the other room lmao.

Ever had a near death experience? no.

Where’s your cell phone? on my desk to the left of me

What is the last thing you thought about? I wanna do this survey

Do you regret anything? ya

If you found out you were pregnant who would you tell? Steven should prolly be the first to know....

What are you going to do this weekend? same thing I do every weekend. homework, but hopefully we can clean out the office closet:))) Steven and I are old

When was the last time you talked to one of your best friends? ummmm

Do you prefer revenge or just pure jealousy/envy? why would I like envy?

Who would you like your next “fling” to be with? idk, some famous person

Would you curse in front of your parents? yeah, I do.

What kind of camera do you have? iPhone xs max. its not flexing if u ask:)

Would you rather go to a party or out of town? I guess out of town? I've literally never been to a party and I can guarantee I never will

Are you slowly drifting away from someone close? ummm, I guess. we're still friends but we are just in different phases of our lives rn.

When was the last time you held someone’s hand? idk, I think today?

Who can you tell everything to? Steven, Steven's mom, my parents

Can you play guitar hero? I can play rockband only on the guitar hero guitar so I would assume so?

Is any part of your body sore? not rly

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Are you missing someone right now? eh

Is there someone on your mind that shouldn’t be? wtf

When was the last time you saw the person you last kissed? like an hour or so

Do you like your phone? ya

Have any of your best friends ever back stabbed you? I mean none that I still talk to:)

If you had to move in with a friend, which one would you pick? other than Steven, obviously, it would probably be meg bc she would just be in her room all the time, so it would be like I had the apartment to myself:)

What’s the seventh text message in your inbox say? "That's great. Guess when u think about it there are so many various 'writing jobs.' Good job!"

When is your next road trip? maybe November, early December, more than likely sometime in 2020

What did you do this week? 

monday: woke up at 3am to drive Stevens mom to O'Hare (her flight was 7:05)

Tuesday: homework

Wednesday: homework

Thursday: homework

Friday: are you seeing a pattern?

Saturday: some homework, but then!!!!! Steven and I went bowling:) it was fun

Sunday: homework

Met anyone new in the past week? no

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What does your bestfriends call you? Lauren, Lori :*-X

Who was the last person to go to the movies with you? steeb, we went to see it: ch. 2:)))))))

Are you currently fighting with someone? no

Last time you had butterflies in your stomach? ummmmmmm, prolly when we moved up here but I can't really be sure....

Who/What would you like to see right now? some food

Are you mad at someone right now? no 

What’s the nicest text in your inbox say? idk, "jun lub, jun miss" don't ask!!!!!!!!

Do you mainly use your house phone or your cell phone? I don't have a house phone sry

Is there an empty place in your heart? no

Do you count down the days till anything? I have before but am not currently

Are you looking forward to something as of right now? next week bc its a light week

Have you ever been called a tease? yaaaaeuuup

What are your chances of getting with your crush? ? bich I already have him

Are any of your friends so close that you consider them family? ya

Anyone told you a secret this week? ummmm???? I don't think so

Do you ever turn your cell phone off? yeah when I'm waiting for someone to text me back or something

Do you hate anyone? most people:)

Last time you wore the opposite sex’s clothing? I am literally wearing Stevens boxers and his t-shirt...

What do you want in your life right now? ummm to be happee

When was the last time you laughed so hard you thought you were going to cry? idk the exact day but I think it was the last time Steven and I tarkard arn ar larngarge

Did you tell someone something today? wtf

Do you trust people easily? not really anymore haha. I'm what you call "too reserved." my mom says it's "uncomfortable" to "watch"

What were you doing at 9pm Friday night? idk some fuckin form of homework lmao

I'm back

A – Accidents

01. Have you ever been in a car accident? I've scraped against cars while backing up and I've hit a pole other than that no lol

02. Do you have a lot of scars? idk lol
03. Have you ever been in a fist fight with someone? yeah right
04. Have you ever seriously hurt anyone by mistake? probably
05. Have you ever had stitches? who hasn't 

B – Beauty

06. Do you consider yourself beautiful? sure
07. Are you self conscious of how you look? yes

08. Do you put on a lot of makeup? I never wear makeup lol
09. Would you ever consider getting plastic surgery? I joke about it but in actuality no

10. What do you like about your hair? my curls and the how it naturally ombre's in the sun

C – Consequences

11. What was the longest amount of time you’ve been grounded for? months haha
12. What would you do if you got pregnant, keep it or have an abortion? lol 
13. Do you ever think about how your actions affect other people? depends on the person
14. What do you think is the worst punishment someone could give you? I really don't know
15. What is one thing you wish you didn’t do, just because it wasn’t worth it in the end? a lot

D – Dealing 

16. When you are mad at someone, how do you show them? I ignore them or yell at them and tell them to stfu
17. Name a time when you had to be strong. college
18. Have you ever dealt with a divorce ? no
19. When people at school don’t accept you, or have problems with you, how do you react?  

1-800-did-i-ask
20. Have you ever lost someone to death? Explain how you got through it. no, fortunately

E – Experience

21. Have you ever had a job? Any volunteer jobs? I worked at my dad's rehab clinic on and off since I've been at school and I also had a couple other volunteer jobs
22. Do you think that you are experienced, or not at all? lol
23. Have you gone through a lot emotionally, or has life been easy thus far? I've just been going through life

24. Do you think you are ready to be on your own (have your own home, job, etc.)? I feel ready but we'll just have to see
25. How old do you act? what's my age again

F – Family

26. Is there anyone in your family you don’t talk to? Why? yes because she and her mother are crazy
27. If you had to choose, family or friends? fam +steven +meg
28. Can you tell your parents or one of your parents anything? probably
29. Do you have any siblings? If so, do you ever get jealous of them? I have 2 sibs and I've gotten jealous before but I don't really get jealous anymore
30. How often do you spend ‘quality time’ with family members? when I am not busy with school I hang out with them

G – Growing

31. How tall are you? How tall do you wish you were? 5'1, wish I was like 5'6
32. Do you think that you have grown more in the past year than any year before that? probably
33. As a person, do you think you are mature for your age or still act childish? both

35. Do you believe you still have a lot to learn? duh

H – Hope

36. Love – real or not? real, ask steven for a different answer lol
37. Are you a pessimist of an optimist? depends how stressful my situation is at any given time
38. Do you believe in fate, that everything happens for a reason, or do you think that our actions lead the way? both, but rather than fate, I would say statistics
39. Do you think that after we die our spirit is still alive? idk
40. What gives you hope when you just feel like dying? lol

I – Issues

41. Do you suffer from depression or constant sadness/loneliness? I don't think so, but like I said it depends on how stressful my situation is at any given time
42. Do you have any type of disease or disability? no not really, I have performance anxiety but who doesn't lol
43. Are you currently in a hard relationship or have bad luck with the opposite sex? no I've been happy with every relationship I've ever had that's why I have 15 exes:-)

44. Do you think that you are alone in this world? no
45. How often do you think about death, suicide or running away? what are you my counselor?

J – Jokes

46. Say a word or phrase that would not be funny to anyone but you & one of your friends (an inside joke) most of my jokes are just references to tv shows sorry
47. Are you usually the one who makes people laugh,Or the other way around? I don't really understand the question sorry
48. Do you cry when you laugh hard? yes
49. Write down a hilarious moment you had with someone that makes you laugh to this day! idk I think it's really funny when steven talks with vapor in his throat because his voice gets really deep and he sounds like a robotic kermit the frog
50. Do you ever get in trouble for laughing or talking a lot during class? not now but I have before I don't want to talk about it +Katelyn Mathis 

K – Knowledge

51. The purpose of school: to learn, to cause trouble or to hang out with friends? to learn--I'm not gonna ask my parents to pay for my tuition so I can hang out with my friends wth
52. Do people refer to you as smart, dumb, or average? depends who you ask
53. What was the highest grade you have received (full course mark) ever? 100? guess I'm dumb compared to other people sorry
54. What was your last average? This year would you like to maintain it or aim higher? 3.2, I would like to get it to a 3.5 by the time I graduate
55. What do you find the most interesting subject to be (to study or to talk about)? sociology or English

L – Love

56. Are you currently in love? If not, have you been before? yes

57. Do people around you show you a lot of love (tell you they love you, hug you, kiss you, etc.)? I only want them from one person (minus my fam)
58. Is love worth it? ?
59. Do you hate it when girls in their young teenage years say they ‘love’ someone that they’ve been dating for a few months? if they say it then they believe it so I'm not gonna get mad about it??
60. Does it take a lot for you to say you love someone, or is it just a word? it doesn't take a lot I'm not overdramatic about it

M – Money

61. Do you believe that money makes the world go round? pretty much
62. Is your family on the poor side, average, or above average when it comes to money? average to above average but me and steven are dirt poor:)
63. Are you saving up for college/university, or planning to? my parents are helping me out thankfully
64. Would you rather win millions of dollars & be set for life, or find the perfect person to marry & start a family with? idk sorry steven (I would come back for you)
65. On a scale of 1-10, how important is money to you? well given that I'm choosing creative writing as my career choice I would say not much lol

N – Naughty

66. Are you a virgin?
67. What do you think about doing sexual things with someone you’re not going out with?
68. Do you know anybody you consider a ’slut’? What makes you say that?
69. If you could, would you erase some things you did in the past or make it so you did more?
70. Do you consider yourself more nice or more naughty? You can’t say both!

O – Openness

71. How long does it take for you to open up to someone? I will tell someone I just met my ssn lol
72. What does it take for you to fully trust someone? I would .8 seconds
73. Are you generally untrusting towards people because of past experiences, or any other reason? I wouldn't say I am untrusting (is that a word) but I am sort of guarded I guess idk

74. When are you comfortable with someone? I've already answered this you can't just reword questions and ask them again
75. When it comes to parents and close friends, what’s the limit of what you can tell them? I tell steven and meg everything and my parents I just decide in the moment

P– Positive

76. Have you ever had an experience with someone that didn’t necessarily end positively? If so, would you rather erase the memory of that person because of the sad times or keep the memory of that person because of the good times? depends how bad it ended lol

77. Do you agree with the saying: better to have loved and lost than not have loved at all? I mean depends on the person hahahahaha
78. Are you more optimistic or pessimistic? What do you try to be? DEPENDS ON MY SITUATION IF I HAVE TO SAY THIS ONE MORE TIME I WILL LEAVE THE REST OF THESE ANSWERS BLANK
79. Do you agree that something good can come out of everything? depends on your outlook but yeah I suppose so
80. Have you ever had a time where something really bad happened, but something really good happened because of it? If so, please exlain what it was: I don't really feel like thinking about terrible things that have happened to me sorry

Q – Questions

81. When faced with a problem, do you ask for help or try to figure it out yourself? I will usually ask for help but sometimes will bottle it up 
82. Do you often question the world and how we came about? What are some things you would like to know about creation? I definitely question it--I'm forced to think about it bc steven is a philosophy major so he always talks about crap like this
84. When someone does something wrong to you, do you confront them and ask them why they did it or just let it go? I will either confront them or stew over it until in confront them so I will always confront I guess
85. What is one unsolved mystery about the world that you want answers to? what gets wetter as it dries

R – Respect

86. How do you show respect? eye contact
87. What can someone do for you to lose all respect for them? be unappreciative
88. Do you respect your teachers, parents, and other authority figures? I mean yeah
89. When you are disrespectful to your parents, what is the punishment? "get out of my house" or "don't come home"
90. If someone is mean to you, are you mean back or do you kill them with kindness? what do u think

S – School

91. If you are still in school, what grade will you be going into? I'll be a super senior in the fall
92. When will you graduate high school/college? I plan to graduate next may
93. After high school, what did you do/are you planning to do? college
94. Do you like or hate school? What do you like/hate about it? high school was annoying while I was there but now I miss it
95. Have you ever been suspended, expelled, or dropped out of school? I've been suspended lol

T – Temptation

96. Have you ever done something wrong, knowing it was wrong, because something inside of you said it was okay? ?DUH?
97. Has anyone ever pressured you to smoke or drink? Did you do it? um they have asked me if I wanted to do it and I chose to do it bc I was an immature but consenting adult I don't really believe in blaming my decisions on other people
98. Why did you do it? Because I felt like it

99. Did you ever want to do something sexual with someone you didn’t really know or love? bye 

What did you end up doing? bye
100. Do you give in to temptation easily, or are you more independent and strong willed? bye

U – Unique

102. Do you do a lot of things because your friends are doing it? what friends
103. Do you follow trends, wear whatever you want, or wear really unique pieces? do t-shirts, leggings/shorts and chacos count as trends?
104. Do you give in easily to peer pressure? Do you do things such as smoke, drink, or have casual sex? BYE OMG WHY ARE YOU IN MY BUSINESS
105. What makes you different from people your age? I wake up early to do homework

V – Value

106. What’s the most expensive thing in your room? probably the tv
107. What’s more valuable: your life or the lives of your loved ones? Would you sacrifice your life for other people? yes
108. What is something you value not because it cost a lot, but because it means a lot to you? I really don't know probably the cards and notes that steven has written me 
109. If there was a fire in your house/apartment, what is the first thing you would grab? steven, laptop, phone
110. Do you think past memories and experiences are more valuable than what could possibly happen in the future? hard to say 

W – Wishes

111. If you had three wishes, what would they be? money, health and real happiness
112. Would you rather wish yourself to be happy, or your loved ones? both
113. Do you believe that wishes come true if you really believe in them? I mean wishes can really only come true if you do something to make them come true
114. Have you ever had a wish come true? If so, what was that wish? I wished for a unicorn and then a unicorn sat on my pillow in the morning, thanks aunt Brenda
115. Do you find wishing for things a waste of time because everything that’s meant to happen, will happen? I mean even though I don't believe that wishing will do anything, in don't think it's a bad thing to do that if it makes the person feel better

Y – You

121. Are you more independent or social? independent
122. What is something that makes you very mad when you see it? a lot of things haha
123. Do you think that you have potential to do great things? I think I'll be all right I just have to push through
124. Do you think people are born a certain way, or develop their personalities based on what they go through in life? trick question--you're born gay/straight but other secondary personality qualities are developed through nature/nurture/luck
125. Do you think people are generally good? no

Z – Zest (ok?)

126. Are you currently happy with your life? Why or why not? it's aight
127. Do you go on FacebookCraze.com to get facebook survey’s and quizzes like this one? how is this zesty
128. When change occurs, do you get scared or are you excited for it? both
129. Do you like to try new things, meet new people? eh

130. What is the most motivational thing in the world? love

@katelyn why would put crap like this on facebook........

BIRTHDATE: July 12, 1994. GET AT ME. Same

FULL NAME: Lauren Paige Ostrander. Same

RULES: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 99 Truths about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You HAVE to tag the person who tagged you. LOL like I know 25 people I'll choose 1 +Katelyn Mathis 

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. last beverage? Dr. Pepper. Same

2. last phone call? Katelyn. Olive Garden in Jackson lol

3. last text message? Sarah. <3 WTF IS SARAH...Steven

4. last song you listened to? Black Umbrella. Roam by the B-52s

5. last time you cried? Earlier today...... Bands for braces HURT. Probably Wednesday night/Thursday morning

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Dated someone twice? Yea. Yes

7. Been cheated on? Probably? Lol

8. Kissed someone and regretted it? Not really? Yes?

9. Lost someone special? Shore. Sure

10. Been depressed? LOL @ Katelyn. Yes

11. Been drunk and threw up? SO MANY TIMES...... ;)) Yes...

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:

12. Yellow. Lavender

13. Light Blue. Ice blue

14. Red. LOL idk

THIS YEAR (2011), HAVE YOU:

15. Made a new friend? YA!! LOL

16. Fallen out of love? No?? Yes

17. Laughed until you cried? YA!! Def

18. Met someone who changed you? No. I already knew the person. ...rly Lauren

19. Found out who your true friends were? Oh yea. Yes

20. Found out someone was talking about you? Yes. Who hasn't?

21. Kissed anyone on your FB friend's list? My boyfriends (at the time),(separate times). GET OFF ME. yes

GENERAL:

22. How many people on your FB friends list do you know in real life? 98.9999/100. Idk I'm not gonna do the freakin math

23. Do you have any pets? 2 dogs. Same +1 chinchilla

25. Do you want to change your name? Kinda? I don't like when people ask me how to spell it. It's not hard people. GAH. I want to change my last name 1 day 

26. What did you do for your last birthday? Mall day, then dinner and presents. Read my previous posts if u care that much

27. What time did you wake up today? 9 AM. 8 am -_-

28. What were you doing at midnight last night? Listening to music and taking down posters. Sleeping methinks

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for? TBH... BACK 2 SKOOL. to be out of school

31. What is one thing you wish you could change? Idk?? idk

32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom? YA. yeah he told me i breathed too loud...

34. What's getting on your nerves right now? An itch and my teeth. nothing

37. Nickname? Giggles, Lori. :| same

38. Relationship Status? SINGLE. in a relationship

39. Zodiac sign? Cancer. same

40. He or She? Um? IMA GURL. dang labels

41. Elementary? Tumwater, Line Creek and English Landing. yeah

42. High School? Tupelo. yeah

43. College? I don't know yet!!! mississippi state

44. Hair color? BROWN LIKE CHOCOLATE...brown

45. Long or short? Long? middle

46. Height? 5'1". 5'2 maybe

47. Do you have a crush on someone? NO. yes?

48. What do you like about yourself? My eyes and my hair. same

49. Piercings? In my ears. my ears and i had my nose pierced twice but i took them both out & have never been able to put them back in :'(

50. Tattoos? No? no

51. Righty or lefty? Righty. 

FIRSTS:

52. First Surgery? none excuse me?? I had a tonsilectomy

53. First piercing? ears yeah

54. First best friend? um..savannah

55. First sport you joined? none t-ball

58. First pair of trainers? huh? probably either nike or adidas like i know

RIGHT NOW:

59. Eating? Nothing. nothing

60. Drinking? My spit. same

61. I'm about to? Swallow. same

62. Listening to? BLACK UMBRELLA. Lie to me

63. Waiting for? For me to finish this note. nothing

YOUR FUTURE:

64. Want kids? Yea? sure

65. Get Married? YA!! yes

66. Career? Vet. lol

WHICH IS BETTER :

67. Lips or eyes? Eyes. both

68. Hugs or kisses? Both. dang demanding

69. Shorter or taller? Taller. yeah

70. Younger or Older? Older. dang lol

71. Romantic or spontaneous? Both. But not too romantic. I don't like sappy guys. same

72. Nice stomach or nice arms? Both. ;) lol idc

73. Sensitive or loud? Both. not loud...

74. Hook-up or relationship? Relationship. same

75. Trouble maker or hesitant? Trouble maker. ;) ok??? & i put this on facebook bc???

HAVE YOU EVER:

76. Kissed a stranger? NO. Stranger danger. N/A

77. Drank hard liquor? No. yes

78. Lost glasses/contacts? Yea. yes...in a church during a bomb threat

79. Broken glasses? Yea?? yes

80. Broke someone's heart? Idk? who knows

81. Had your own heart broken? I thought so. yes

82. Been arrested? Almost. AGAIN WHY WOULD I PUT THIS ON FB

83. Turned someone down? Yes. yes

84. Cried when someone died? YA. probably i never really knew anyone that died

85. Fallen for a friend? YA. yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself? Shore. sap

87. Miracles? YES. lol

88. Love at first sight? Nah. mmm

89. Heaven? Yea. mmm

90. Santa Claus? DUH? why

91. Kiss on the first date? Sure. dang slut

92. Angels? YA? How else can you explain thunder, lolol. why

93. Had more than one bf/gf? Well yea, but not at the same time. excuse me obviously why did i feel the need to qualify everything

94. Is there one person you want to be with right now? No? i mean...he's 30 feet from me

95. Did you sing today? Yea. yes

96. Ever cheated on somebody? No. N/A

97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go, and why? The 70's. I wanna live Dazed and Confused. SAME lol

98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be? IDK. like i wanna remember last year

99. Are you afraid of falling in love? idk how to answer this q

100. Did you notice the number that got skipped? lol