Pretty much sums up my whole relationship. LOL!
So much to say about good ole Jorge (pronounced George by the way)
I recently found my old {emo} blog about my ex from high school...I never realized how much I actually deserved until I met Jorge.
He is a whole new world compared to what I was getting.
He makes me feel whole & like I am a person who deserves to be loved.
He is my best friend, & no one can make me laugh like him (the things he says/does is just hilarious, I can't)
I've never met a MAN (bc my ex was not a man - no real man would act like that) who cares so much & goes out of his way to make me happy - his phrase is "whatever makes you happy" and he means that
He will stop playing video games which is his life blood to watch Dance Moms or Toddlers & Tiaras with me because its something I like to do (whether or not he likes it doesn't matter) He may call 5 year olds sluts but he sits through it for me.
He has grown so much throughout our relationship & that makes me love him even more because it proves he really cares & tries.
He used to apologize like this: *says something mean/offensive* "sorry you took it wrong"
EXCUSE ME????????
Now he apologizes like this "I'm sorry I hurt your feelings"
<333 that's more like it
He is the exact opposite of me in almost every way, he loves huge groups of people:( and he draws energy from that, but me; I will shut down, and cry and just no
But instead of getting annoyed because it ruins his time & I know it does, he will go out of his way to hold me, or make sure I am comfortable or (worst case scenario) he will get me out of the environment.
I love him more than anybody else I have ever loved. (the thing I had with my ex was not love - it was more of an obsession...on both sides - not real).
He's my soul m8, and I hope I can be lucky enough later in the future to stay with him for the rest of my life.
Dear Jorge (bb),
If you're reading this, I love you so much. Thank you for always being there for me. Thanks for making me laugh until I cry/can't breathe, thanks for watching "5 year old sluts" with me & understanding me on a level no one else ever could.
You're my favorite,
Your bb,
Lauren <3
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